The past two to three weeks have been simply ridiculous. Not in a good way either. For some reason my life operates in cycles. There are two main cycles: the extreme busy insane cycle and the slow “I’m bored” cycle. Each one lasts about three months and alternates from busy to slow. It’s like every aspect of my life is conspiring against me. Everything either happens all at once or not at all.
The slow cycles aren’t that bad because…well…they’re slow. I don’t have to be stressed out about meeting deadlines at work, writing papers for school and dealing with family issues. Not to mention there is more time to meet women.
The fast cycles on the other hand are upon me and it sucks. I barely have time to write this post let alone think about seduction. It seems like I am being pushed to some sort of breaking point in which I’ll have to make some decision about where I want my life to be right now. Not in the distant future. There will be no setting goals or making plans. Just change.
Despite this frustrating cycle, I have still been able to fit in a couple of nights over the last three weeks to at least relax and flirt with some girls. I have some minor developments to report but will post those later in the week if I have time. Right now I just need to vent.
ARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
That is all.
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Breathe… Ive missed you!
Matt,
I see what you mean by stressful time of the year. Hang in there. And take care.
Best wishes,
Ana Renee Jones
I like your style. I think I shall contunue reading.
I was wondering what had happened to you. Relax, breathe and hang in there!
Flirting is nice…
At least you’ve had time for that.
What happened to the Savage!
Your audience misses you!
Sarge on bro,
The Saint
Matt, remember what doesnt break you makes you stronger. Plus all the hard work makes you sexy, accomplishment gives you confidence and something to talk about. And sexy summer is on its way!